Unwanted Possibilties

I never thought I would wake up this morning, after a two hour sleep in Kalamazoo Michigan, joined by my extended family, faced with the possible decision of whether or not to amputate my mother-in-laws leg that is being attacked by a flesh eating bacteria. That coupled with her organ failure...I have a pit in my stomach. It is so unreal, I feel like I am still asleep. I wish I was still asleep.

No creative dialogue today. Just a plea for prayers for Mom and our family.